Say Cheese!

SAY CHEESE!

Today is another new day, so happy that my sickness heals so fast and thanks to God for healing me when I am asleep. While there is a lot reason to feel angry about last night and this morning too, but I still trying to keep myself cool to feel happy all the time. Last night I was lost control of myself to edit my new blogspot, and trying to catch up with the standards of my friends. Well working over stress still it is not a good thing but unfortunately I slept from 8:30 PM and wake at 12:00 AM and start to work whole midnight till six in the morning. Thanks to God that this doesn’t affect my health and be able to go church this morning. While I am in the morning service I really can’t ignore that I am upset that I did not do great in improving my relationship with God and I even argued with little Thomas in me.

I am sorry to myself that I was mad about something and I need to learn how to be cheerful only can handle things well. This is what my all my friends wish to see, a happy and cheerful Thomas. Only when I am happy they will feel happy also. Instead of seeking happiness among friends why don’t I become the source of cheerfulness? Didn’t I live to be a blessing of many?

             Honestly I don’t know what God is telling me even I yell at him he still remains silent. So why don’t I waiting his call and guidance in patient and remains happy? I had to admit that I can become addicted to self-punishment and get too addicted to the negative emotion in me. In conclusion I have a low EQ and easy to get upset and aggressed. It is okay, I’ve got it. Give me time to learn everyone and I will be there for you all when in need. I got the desire to care for you so that is where I made my commitment too. Love you ya’ll guys.