The time has come...

"If your weapon can become your enemy's weapon the opposite is also true." - The Law of battle. Anyhow all these philosophies are only human interpretation of their observations. It is also true in our eyes and logical thinking. However I see how the devil rise up in this place and I felt his anger towards our actions. Anger turn your enemy into his wrath and rages upon you, in our eyes and senses, the enemy had grown drastically stronger.

Within these few days I observed a lot of things happened in our church. It is something common to all of us and yet we treated it as unthreatening, more like “it was the way it is” thinking. I was amazed that even our leader Bee Kim herself was unable to sense the seriousness of the condition that every member in Hope Kampar were in. I wish I could be more sensitive to the changes in our church. Therefore I can observe and take precaution. After so many events has been successfully done in the past and the biggest trap we could face was complacency and the next is losing focus of what we are doing. The condition I spoke off is similar to what Miller has observed ever since he steps into this church. The disillusioned unity of our church, we thought we’d won but it was going in the opposite direction. We thought V-camp can build us all up, but it was half true. We unify then later builds up the barriers again; we are working as one body of Christ wasn’t it? Why I didn’t see it? As things gone worse such as communication broke down, misunderstanding, conflicts, all of these little things that is so abstract that most of us are unable to detect the destructive factor it could bring. In short I believe we God didn’t leave us like that, all these destructive forces builds up because the church maturity is still unstable, sometime it was hot and sometime it was cold, now has become cooler because of what? As I observe prayers are getting lesser and even fewer people could become an intercessor. Last Thursday was a great day because God is with us and empowering us, even there are a lot of mistakes but the outcome is greater than we thought. The second welcoming Life Group which is on Tuesday was a big shock for me and some of my friend, I was also unaware of the situation but as Vri told me what she sees I was able to see the seriousness of prayer lacking condition. Tuesday left only a few people intercede for the whole event and the next is the people’s respond to us in a cold manner. These new friends left and where are our brothers and sisters that supposed to maintain contact with them? More hurting is the conversion of Stephie that after service she gone home alone with her friend walking. We are not going to build disciples like this. We are worst and always watching each other who risk a chance to become a sheep killer is futile, because we all had become one. We become something that we swore to destroy. What is building discipleship? Do you not know how important this is? After viewing those videos and experiencing the mission Sunday we had last Sunday, what changes has been made?



The devil is surely unhappy about us, but we should not let him win because Jesus has victory over him already why not we take refuge in Jesus? Why can’t we let God take over us and build us up with love because in the bible said: “You are joined together with peace through the Spirit, so make every effort to continue together in this way (Ephesians 4:3). Most of all, let love guide your life, for then the whole church will stay together in perfect harmony (Colossians 3:14). We can’t stay as we were right now, soon we will be destroy even before the devil use his ultimate weapon to destroy us, that we first already destroying ourselves. Not to mention here there is a lot more “Other Forces” out there that most of us didn’t aware of is their movements. They are strong and they shouldn’t be working together because their beliefs and values are different. However the fearsome goals of theirs were to eliminate us, no matter how different it is they are to each other they have a common goal. It is getting interesting, our church started to become stagnant towards growth and the other forces are getting united and became stronger. I would pray for God’s mercy on his people that we will stand up for Jesus.